A Warm Hello To All!

It has been a long time since I have been able to write. I had been waiting until I would feel better and had something to offer the "QT Healing Board" before contacting all again! I have been so grateful for all anyone has ever afforded me/my husband here. I have loved donating time to this board when able to do so!

I also have loved being available to the Healing Forum previously and look forward to doing so again ASAP! I have missed it so much and feel like this is where my family is/has been. I feel "led to" spend time within the healing communities, reaching out to the world-at-large... in any way possible.

Some of you know I had been away due to my husband's severe illness. In short, he had contracted illness of a serious type (seemingly) while accepting vaccinations for travel for his job within the military. (This was several years ago now. This "ties" to the vaccinations cannot be proven.)

He has episodes of being extremely ill and needing nursing care, sometimes 24x7. I provide that care.

He had been very ill and I have endured this with him, once again, as I am deeply devoted to him and to his welfare. We both had eventually become very ill.

He is currently back on his feet and back at work, looking well and reporting "feeling better than ever!" I thank the healing family members here having been so patient and standing by us ...lending us support... throughout it all!

At this time, I continue very ill and in excruciating pain.)

A brief synopsis: I had developed autoimmune illness over 20 years ago and was severely disabled right then... immediately. I have since "collected" several autoimmune illnesses and am often in severe pain.

I am currently in severe neuropathic pain, all over my body, along with having severe muscle and joint pain, too.

I am in excruciating pain as just one of my autoimmune illnesses causes my spinal cord and my brain some inflammation and creates overwhelming pain ...everywhere.

I can barely walk on my legs and feet right now. I can barely type. I can barely sit up to write this. (And I can only hope this writing makes sense, as not all of it has...when I have been in so much pain.)

I am defintely housebound at this time. I am also mostly bedridden. (This has been the case for awhile now.)

It is very humiliating for me to admit to just how much pain I am in with this right now. I do not like to have to admit to pain beyond my tolerance! Yet, I take the opioid meds I am given and I still cannot live with the high pain levels right now.

I am experiencing additional symptoms...that of a movement disorder. The doctors are questioning recent additional lesion(s) occuring on my brain. (If these exist, they would be relatively recent lesions and might be able to be healed. It will take us so long to get this scanning done and get this all "figured out!" In the meantime, I am in excruciating pain.

While I feel a sense of humiliation for having to ask for your help, I also feel a certain degree in safety in asking here.

Yet, I know each person reading this board is a loving person, or you most likely would not be here... on this board.

I see some messages lingering here I have not been able to answer. Please forgive me... I have every intention of answering any question(s) anyone has posed anywhere here on this site. I simply have not been here for general questions, due to the severity of my husband's illness, followed by the severity of my own.

Mostly, I need help with quality sleep/rest and with severe pain. They can definitley be inter-related! I also could use some help with a more hopeful outlook right now.

While generally quite hopeful in outlook, I am feeling very overwhelmed right now with all of these medical difficulties... both mine and my husband's. I am trying to do the very best I can by each of us! (I am overwhelmed a bit with the factors that our doctors have no good answers and are also overwhelmed. I'd love for both my husband and I to just "be healed!" Yet, isn't that something we'd all enjoy?)

I thank you , in advance, for any of your assistance, in any way. I am most definitely and very deeply appreciative for any relief at all!

Thank you for your patience and for your consideration in trying to help us to find relief and...eventually.... healing!

Thank you for your patience while awaiting a response while I was most ill and in too much pain to realize you and/or others were trying earnestly to contact me and/or to have the total ability (at the time) to fully respond.

Lots of Love and Appreciation to my Quantum Touch Family,
Julie

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P.S. I will check in to answer questions here I will also update at least daily... until I am doing better.

I will also be responding to any other "PMs" that seem to be onsite that I have not seen/attended to previously. My absolute humblest apologies to you if I have not responded to you.


Life is not about finding meaning, it is about creating meaning. ~Anonymous~

This message has been edited. Last edited by: Hopeful Soul,

Hi Julie

I read your email just now, and had typed up a Healing Request for you and posted it here, only to see you were minutes ahead of me! So I have deleted mine.

I know how much typing this request will have cost you in terms of pain and energy.

I will be sending you everything I have, for as long as you need.

Much love, dear friend.

Dearest Jo,

Oh my goodness!

I had so not wanted to place you in the position of posting here for me, hon!
I was just so ill and getting worse.. I had written to you late last night. I had hoped you would help me with words if I was too ill to get my ideas across!

With our time difference, I'd thought maybe we could get a "jump on it, in addition to it saving me some additional pain!

I had so hoped to finish my post and then alert you to the fact that I'd already entered it. totally letting you off of the "hook!"

Yet, you were up and about earlier than I had anticipated this a.m.!

Dear Jo, I did not mean to put you to any extra work this a.m., especially needlessly! (I hope it was not taxing, in any way, for you to write a request here for me this a.m.?)

You know... there's healing in just knowing you were willing to help me with the posting this a.m.

I love you, too, Sis!
Will be in touch!

With Lots of Love and Appreciation,
Julie

It was absolutely not a problem, honey.

Glad to be able to (try to! ) help!

I hope with all my heart that you get some relief very soon. (((((((((((hugs)))))))))))

Love

((((((((((((((((((Julie)))))))))))))))))

((((((Julie ))))))

For relief for you and your husband on all levels.

You are in my thoughts and prayers. bless you beyond words.

Hugs Karen

((((((((((Julie)))))))))
(((((((Julie's husband)))))))
what is your husband's name (sorry if I missed that) and where are you located?
Christina

Hi, nice to see you again but sorry you are going through so much pain, also sending for as long as necessary...................

(((((((((((((((((((((JULIE & HUSBAND)))))))))))

Love Mo xxx

Dear QT Fambly Members,

A truly heartfelt thank you for responses to my request for assistance with severe pain. I'd wanted to start to acknowledge the loving responses happily received.

I was utterly astounded when I'd happened to "stumble across" a web site last year, as I was trying to find a way to live as fully as possible with illness and severe pain, if I was unable to find a way to fully heal from disabling illnesses and the severe pain they'd continued to cause in my daily life.

I'd eventually found the "Healing-Requests Forum" for "Quantum Touch" and had entered my brief story and my request for assistance with a "jumbled" mixture of both excitement and reticence on my part.

I'd watched as my request was responded to throughout the day.

Did anyone know how truly desperate I was?

I had been in such pain, I had litle hope left at all, I had no additional avenues onto which to turn to search for viable answers.

I had seen all of my doctors and my alternative medicine specialists. I had studied a fair amount of alternative methods myself, for over 20 years. Yet, I had never heard of "Quantum Touch" before.

"Distance energy medicine?" Really?
Well...what did I have to lose?

My life was turned around on that fateful day. Practitioners had started offering "Universal Life Force Energy" to me on that very day and life has never been the same.

While I still encounter exacerbations of illness, at times, and while I am still working on my hope of ultimately reaching total healing for both myself and for my husband, I do strive to share the reality that we can offer healing to one another, even unto total strangers, through the extension of "unconditional love" and "Universal Life Force Energy."

We all have lessons to learn in life. We often know which life lessons we each must face and must master. (When/if we do not know, these lessons will be made known to us!)

One of mine?

I have to learn to ask for help!

Some people find that lesson so easy. I envy them!

I don't want to be in pain. I don't want to admit I am in pain. I don't want to admit the pain is out of control and/or excruciating. I don't want to ask for help with dealing with the pain, at all!

Why not?

I don't want to rely upon anyone to help me with pain.

Much more than this being an "egotistically-based" hang-up,

This life lesson is based upon my need to learn to deeply trust in my truly trustworthy brothers and sisters here on Planet Earth.

This may sound simple to you! If so, I envy you!

Since asking for help is a life lesson for me, I'll have to be asking, much to my chagrin!

When/if you witness my "asking for help," celebrate the fact that I am working on one of my life lessons!

I have received a great deal of assistance today. My pain level is extremely tolerable. My pain level has been beyond excruciating for several days now. This is the firs break I have had in quite some time. The only thing I have done differently is : I have returned to my QT Fambly and have ever so humbly requested some help.

My heartfelt than you to each and every one of you! I will follow-up with a brief note to each individual in the next section I attach within this thread.

Thank you for welcoming me home!

With Deep Gratitude and Love,
Julie

And now you're telepathic, too?
I was just thinking that this 'episode', the worst for some time, was leading you back here......

Welcome Home.

(((((((( Julie ))))))) continuing....as long as needed.

A Brief Note to Each Person Responding to My Request For Help Toay:

Dear Jo,Words cannot express all that our friendship has grown to mean to me. I care very much about the health and the welfare of you and your family! I want only the very best for you and for yours! You bring me joy!
There is a great deal of healing in joy! I look forward to the continuation of the sharing of the laughter and the tears! Thank you for encouraging me when it has mattered the most!You have my love and my deepest respect.

Dear Cris,You were one of the very first to welcome me when I'd first visited this forum.I was grateful for the warm welcome then and I still am grateful today! Thanks so much for extending yourself!

Hey Karen!
How nice to hear from you, too! Your avatar has changed! I've had your "old avatar" come to mind many times! It had me wondering how you were doing! It also had me smiling! Thanks for your encouraging smiles.

Hi Christine! Dear Christine, I did see the screen name: "Certified Public Hugger" around a lot. I don't believe I had the good fortune of "meeting you." You may have welcomed me upon my initial visit! (I do think you were injured at one point and hope you have entirely recovered!) Thank you so much for taking the time to try to help out today; I cannot begin to tell you just how much I appreciate your acknowledgement today.

Hi Molinda!

You were one of the very first people to originally welcome me, along with a few others! I cannot tell you just how much that had meant to me on that very day! It had meant so much to me! If I am recalling correctly, Molinda, you had been suffering from the pain of injuries sustained in multiple auto accidents? I know sometimes this does not entirely heal; I hope you are free from any ongoing suffering? Thank you for extending yourself to me; I am happy to do the same if you are still in need on any level! My best to you and to yours!

Many thanks to those "hidden angels" not writing, yet assisting!

If you have sent me a "PM," I am moving to those next and will try to reply ASAP. Thank you for everything!

With Deep Appreciation for Your Assitance WIth The Relief of Excruciating Pain and FOr Normal Sleep at Night!

With Hopeful Love,
Julie

Julie,

I'm so sorry to find out that you're feeling so poorly. I've missed you and wondered how you were doing. I only wish you had asked for help sooner.

Sending to Julie for relief from this terrible burden and for pain free days ahead
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Julie)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Sending healing love to you and your husband,

Denise

Hi Denise!

How sweet of you to think of of us, to take the time to read this (or some for this), to write a note and to send healing energy!

You have left such a beautiful note!
Thank you!

With Love and Gratitude,
Julie

Dear Julie, We have not met, but I am so sorry for your pain and will be sending to you. Could you tell us where you are? It helps with the focus. Thank you

((((((((((((Julie & Husband))))))))))))

Be Well,
Shirley

Hi Julie,

I have missed you so much! I just finished a session with you and will continue to provide daily treatments. You are a wonderful ray of sunshie to us all and I feel so blessed to know you.

Much love and hugs