Hi Julie

Weloome back to the board and glad that you have asked for help. Sending some now to you with wings of love

(((((((((((((((Julie))))))))))))))))))))))

Wendy

Dear QT Fambly,

I will attempt to make a decent post here, first writing an update and then a hug and a thank you for each Shirley, Mhari and Wendy, too!

I apologize for the huge delay in posting today.
I am just making my way from bed to the computer/desk.

I had been awake and violently ill throughout the night. I'd had to get some sleep, eventually. I now have pain under enough control to walk a bit and to type some.

I may be dealing with a virus, in addition to the other medical issues? We will know that shortly!

I had awakened for a while late morning and was in so much pain and fatigue I could not stand on my feet and/or stay awake.

I sincerely apologize for the delay in posting today.

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A couple of hours after posting here yesterday, I had sudden relief of intense pain. The relief was amazing! As I have previously experienced, and have described this, pain relief is usually accompanied with a very pleasant "warming sensation" for me. This "warming sensation" had repetedly alleviated pain, until the pain level was extremely low. and I was (comparatively) very comfortable.

I was then awakened with violent illness, several times, throughout the night.

BY early motning EST, I was able to sleep , very peacefully, despite how the entire night had gone.

I have had some periods of very intense pain again. since awakening and gatting up; yet, I feel those starting to "calm down" presently.

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My overall physical/medical history is quite complicated and involves several autoimmune illnesses. They seem to enjoy "hanging out" together.

This is , unfortunately, "too common" for women, once a woman encounters even one "autoimmune processs," others are likely to come along and will want to make a home within her body. I'll take this moment just to raise some awareness on this issue for women, in general.

Additionally, we need to raise awareness about viable treatment choices for "autoimmune illness." Many of the medications used are also quite "toxic" in nature. (I am not advocating for using these meds or for not using these meds. I am advocating for searching out all treament options.)

There is more awareness now that there was (in my world) when I'd first become ill (with my first illness)over 20 years ago now.

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Considering all that is involved, I realize that "healing," for me would entail a very long, dedicated process and may or may not entirely come about.

My immediate goals are to: eliminate/decrease pain, to avoid illness exacerbations, to get a reasonable amount of quality sleep... in a sense, to "restore balance" as much as possible.

I am extremely grateful to every single soul willing to try to help me at all.

I will try to do much better at keeping updates more timely.

With Sincere and Loving Gratitude,
Julie

A Sincere Note of Thanks:

Shirley Clarke: Hi Shirley! I am grateful for you interest and for any assistance you feel led to lend! I have forwarded some info. to you via "PM" and I now have a "PM" from you, in return! I will respond to you as soon as I am able to do so! Thank you for trying to help, on any level.

Mhari: Mhari! How deeply I have missed you, too! I am so glad to have a note from you! I had felt bit of a "hole in my heart" when I was not able to stay in touch.

Maybe it should not have been that difficult to stay in touch...I don't know... I just know I was absolutely "drained to the max" and entirely "beside myself" when my husband was so terribly ill again, for what had seemed a very long time. My "inabilities" were out of "extreme exhaustion" and not a reflection of a lack of my love and concern for you.

I have deeply missed trying to help out by writing responses to requests here, along with you and other very devoted souls!

Thank you for writing a note!

Thank you, too, for trying to help me!

Wendy:Hi Wendy! : You were one of the first people to try to help me when I'd first approached the healing forum last year! You had spent a considerable amount of time, both in trying to help me with "energy applications" and in helping me to realize some aproaches to "autoimmune illness."

I'll never forget your loving, helpful attitude and your beautiful smile!

Thank you for acknowleding my request, for writing a note, and for trying to assist me at this time. I am grateful for your help, on any level. Thank you!

Thank you to the "Hidden Angels"-
I am deeply grateful to anyone/everyone responding in an effort to try to provide some assistance. Thank you so very much!

Again, a very sincere thank you to all!

With Deep Appreciation and With Love,
Julie

Julie:

Sorry, but I just saw this thread today for the first time. I really feel for you and want you to be pain-free. I will join the others in sending to you now.

I am so glad you asked us to help you now. We really DO love our fambly here, even those who only pop in for a short time. May you feel our love and receive much needed healing.

Love and Light,
Winder

Hi Winder!

I am deeply grateful for your help!
I am touched you have left a note!

(Remember our conversation on nattokinase? You, my friend, remain on my daily list. Your story had made a tremendous impression upon me, obviously. I will "PM" you. )

With Heartfelt Gratitude and Love,
Julie

Hi Julie

O my dear I am so sorry for you. Thanks for your PM and will answer you soon but the information I have for you might be of great help to others so I thought it best to post it here.
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On this site you will find a therapist who works with Biontolgy. www.ibta.nl I phoned them today and apperently there is only ONE in the USA who does this. The reason is that people who want to learn this have to go to the Netherlands (it was founed by Johan Boswinkel)3 times and that might be a problem for many.
But who knows this therapist lives near you I HOPE SOOOOOOOOO !

Here is the information.

It's about Biontology and it is a fantstic way to remove all your inoculations you have received as a child and later in life and subsequently deseases.

It goes like this, they always start with three treatments all done in about one and a half week. In this time the inoculations, child illnesses and virusses a lot of completely unnescesary stuff etc. are removed from your body/energetic field. After that, all depending what is found nescesary will be healed say in several follow up treatments. A thing they also do is to see if you have a spin inversion, this is, the blood turns left instead of right.

This last century has seen a tremendous increase in magnetic fields in our environment. Just look at all the huge electrical advertisement signs in shopping malls. All electrical systems and appliances including cell phones create huge magnetic fields or influence them. Also the extensive use of metal in our homes, beds and office buildings has a profound impact on the earth magnetic field. All these fields be they earth magnetic, electrical or electromagnetic induce spin inversion.

Your bed or your office chair can lead to spin inversion because of the metal that is used in it. Even modern cars (especially ones with batteries in the trunk) can cause this phenomenon.


Spin inversion is caused uniquely by an external magnetic field that is strong enough to stop the movement of the electrons and consecutively reverses the direction of the rotation.

The Dutch site is called Health Angel and if you click on the English flag it gives you all the information in English.

The Chiren and StarLight operate on the following principles:

* Every cell emits at least 100.000 light impulses per second.

* Everything emits its own characteristic light pattern.

* When a cell is healthy, it emits coherent light, when a cell is diseased it emits chaotic light.

* Every biochemical reaction is preceded by an electromagnetic signal that ‘steers’ the chemistry of the body.

* When the steering signal is wrong, then the biochemistry goes wrong and we develop symptoms.

* The Chiren corrects the steering signal, which in turn corrects the biochemistry, in other words it takes on a problem at the roots.

* It does this by inverting chaotic light waves.

*The diagnosis is performed by measuring acupuncture points on hands and feet. These light vortexes are easily found with the point finder.

*The Chiren can successfully resolve mental and physical problems.

Supplemental treatments are not required. We do however recommend 8 glasses of water per day for the first three days after treatment to help cleanse the body.
The International Biontolgy Platform unites Biontologists that work with the Chiren or StarLight Bio-Photon resonance instruments. They have all succesfully finished the basic training at the Health Angel Academy. By continuously deepening their insight into the reality of nature they are ever more able to to help others with the aid of the Chiren and StarLight instruments as developed by Johan Boswinkel. The Platform is an initiative of the Health Angel Foundation.

Through the Chiren and StarLight instruments, Biontologists teach the immune-system anew to take care of the body, and the heart to cooperate with the head again. By working together with the body's own natural light, body and mind are cleansed of all unnatural substances and thus the natural balance is restored.

Julie hang on my dear friend, my heartfelt whishes go to your (((((((((complete Healing)))))))))))

Love LOVELOVELOVE
You are in good and perfect Loving hands here at the QT board.

(At this point I always have to check what colour background I have before putting in the Colours.Ha it always makes me so happy to see it's white!)

Light LIGHTLIGHTLIGHT
Miracles do exist ******
Pinky

I am so sorry Julie. I have only been on the boards now and then due to work and Thor. I feel so humbled that you are reaching out to me and Thor and others while you are so ill
I will send you energy today and hope the pain eases for longer and longer periods of time.

(((((Julie))))) and many blessings to you for all your generosity.

Barb

Hey Pinky!

Thanks so much for the information! I will certainly look into this!

When I'd first become severely ill, over 20 years ago now, I'd seen the "allopathic medicine researchers" world-renowned for their fields. At that time, I had lived near a huge "Ivy League" Medical School and many associated "top notch" medical centers, treatment centers, hospitals, etc. (I had been "folowed" by them for over 15 years and can still see them if I would like to do so.)

Interestingly enough, I had also seen (at the same time)some of the leading (then referred to as) "Holistic Practitioners" (also M.D.; yet, not "researchers" per se).

The "allopathic researchers" did not "treat me," but did confirm diagnosis(es), according to their understanding. They were trying to understand a particular disease process, the prevalence of it and the etiology of it all. They had always promised to offer treatment, if they could ever find anything considered appropriate treatment for the illness I was suffering.

The first illness onset was best understood via nuclear scanning along with various types of lab testing. Some other neuro. testing was also involved on a regular basis.

The scanning was of the brain and the spinal cord (central nervous system). The scanning that had demonstrated significant differences was scanning equipment/technique(s) that were actually still on "FDA research status" at that time. (In other words, the scanning was not available to the general public at that time, but was available to some researchers, etc.)

Testing/examination had clearly shown, time and time again that my brain and/or spinal cord were (at least intermittently) experiencing a diffuse inflammatory process.

(There can be many reasons for this and I cannot get into this here. I may be able to get into various aspects of some of the processes that many encounter with autoimmune/other illness and why early intervention is of utmost importance in a different forum here.)

The aproaches taken by my then "holistic practitioners" were ones considered (then) to be"defensive" and maybe even "pre-emptive" in some cases.

My "holistic" team was made of of Board Certified M.D.s and Nurse Practitioners.

I'd done a lot of immunotherapy of various types. This had included allergy diagnoses and ongoing treatments, etc. This had also included supplementations of many types.

When I was in severe neurological exacerbations, we had even gone forward with IV antioxidant treaments (water-soluble) on a daily basis, for a limited number of applications. (I was so "saturated" with that particular antioxidant vitamin, that was all I could taste! It was the safest and the most effective available type of IV antioxidant treament at that time.)

I had done many other "supportive" therapies and had attempted many diets/supplementations aimed at either supporting the immune system and/or at least at not taxing the immune system.

I had studied, both day and night, about any potential approaches.

Due to my exposure with the particular holistic medicine group I had worked with, I had learned to focus on allergies, food sensitivities, environmental sensitivities/toxins and supplementations, etc. I had not been introduced much at all to "energy medicine." Future introduction to energy medicine may have been in the overall treament planning, as I had taken a solid two years of detoxification, of allergy treatments, etc. At that time, within that group, much emphasis was placed upon "meditation" and "affirmations."

Yet, I then had to move to an entirely different State, where these types of practitoners (of this caliber) were not available at that time. So... I had continued to study on my own. (I had become very proficient in nutritional healing after all of those years of studying! Yet, I'd also realized it was not enough , on its own, for many illness states.)

A few years before this, I had already been declared officially severely disabled and had lost my job. I had lost everything to my name, except for my soul! Lol! I was young and single. Although I had lost my job, my health coverage from my employer had extended for awhile, before I had to go onto the health insurance available for disabled individuals in the U.S.
I had used up any/all money I had ever saved...and I had sold everything I'd ever had in order to try to regain my health. (Paying co-pays, paying for treatment/testing my insurerer would refuse to help with, etc.)

Eventually, all resources are totally depleted. This is when treatment strategies had to change! I could not afford the same types of treatment, the treatments that had seemed to be intervening and had seemed to be keeping more illness "at bay" could no longer be afforded.

Instead, I'd had to switch now, due to coverage changes, to "reactive" treatment. This meant I would be allowed treatment for symptoms. This meant I could get coverage for becoming more ill. I could get coverages for treatments that would actually mess my sytem up even more, etc. Although the treatments/medications might help an immediate (and often overwhelming symptoms) these treatments also are often known to further upset the "homeostasis of the HPA axis" (hypothalamic-adrenal-pituitary axis)and often makes people even more ill.

Additonally, many medications, if you check the fine print, can cause "medication induced lupus" (an autoimmune illness) and can just create a mess for people with multiple sensitivities. I am not against all medications;please do not get that impression.

Since the focus of my care had to change, several years ago now, I'd started to "collect" autoimmune illnesses. Sometimes more is not a good thing!

This has turned into a chronic (sometimes slow) downward spiral. Yet, I do truly think the different modalities tried ealier in my treaments were sifnificantly helpful. Many of the other people in my "research study group" had entirely deteriorated long ago (are solely restricted to wheelchairs, etc.) and many have passed on. (It could be a simple coincidence, but I'm not inclined to think that is the case.)

If one is sensitive to many substances, one can also become very ill with the use of medications that were meant to be helpful. Always carefully weigh out the cost-benefit analysis!

I have invested a great deal of time, energy, money..."you name it" into recovering my health. I have always been very serious and very hopeful about doing so.

I often find medications make me extremely ill, even if they alleviate one very bothersome situation, they create many other problems at the same time.

As I hope you can tell, I deeply appreciate any assistance of any type.

I welcome healing energy so I might currently recover enough to again help myself even more than I can at the moment.

I also truly welcome references to information that might prove helpful to me. I am not afraid of doing the studying, etc. I love to learn! (I just need to "clear up" my cognitive abilities a bit and I am thrilled...always...to be learning!)

Thank you for you message of encouragement and for sharing all of this information. I will definitely be looking into this!

Pinky, you and your son remain in my prayers. I continue to offer to you both as I am able to do so!

With Loving Appreciation,
Julie

Dear Barb,

Wow! I surely did not expect to have a note from you today!

I had definitely connected with you, with Thor and your whole "family" when I was here. QT Fambly members having made needs known, while I was able to be here last year, have remained on my daily list of offering!

This includes you, Thor and all!

I still have Thor's picture right here, pinned up within my sight every single day!

As I'd disclosed last year, I love all animals! I think we all do?

I have an incredible connection with German Shepherds! I love them so much, even if an rare one is in his/her human partner's truck/vehicle, growling at me for smiling at them! They are so beautiful!

Well-trained and loving Shepherds are incredible animals!

I appreciate your thoughtfulness, Barb, and all offering of energy are welcomed; yet, you do have your hands full today!

So nice to hear from you and to see your beautiful smile! Gentle hugs to you and to Thor!

With Hopeful Healing Love,
Julie

((((((((((((((Julie)))))))))))))))

For regeneration and revitalization of mind, body and spirit. All healing, as much as needed for as long as needed, May all issues and conditions clear.

Julie - we have missed you. Please don't EVER wait so long to ask for help!

Lovenhugzzzz

Hi Julie

Continuing healing for your comfort, fantastic rest, and full recovery, for a return to perfect health.

(((((((((((((((((( Julie )))))))))))))))))

I have been thinking of you often today! How are you feeling?

Love

I need to be very brief this evening, due to the amount of pain I am enduring.

I am not sure of where/how to start; yet, I want to write a note before I retire this evening.

Jana: How nice to have a note from you! I have missed you and the rest of my QT fambly in a very big way. I had hoped to return without having to ask for any assistance. (I was trying to recover completely) before returning. Why? (I need to think on that one!)

Thank you for responding! I sincerely appreciate this. How nice to see your beautiful smile!

Hi Jo: Hey dear Sister! I hope you have had a good day!
Thanks for checking in on me. I can give a quick update, for sure:

Update:

I'd slept incredibly well last night. That was the most restful sleep I have had in months!

I am in extreme pain, for the most part I have had a couple of "breaks" from severe neuropathic pain; yet, right now, and for the most part, I am in extreme pain with peripheral neuropathy. (I am not diabetic; yet "PN" can be caused by many agents/for many different reasons.)

I am in excrucitating pain tonight and can barely write this note before going to bed.

I see I have "PMs" From Some Special People!

I am very, very excited to read your PMs and to get back to you. I will do so as soon as I am able to do so. Just now, I must go and focus on trying to alleviate the level of severe burning pain I am feeling in all limbs.

Please know I value you and your "PM" message, very much. I am just too ill to stay at the computer at this time. I love each of you!

I will write a reply as soon as I possibly am able to do so!

With Love and Appreciation,
Julie

Julie, thanks for the update, hon.

I'm so sorry you are still in so much pain. I am sending daily, as much as I can...although I am no doubt attached to the outcome! trying to soften and allow...!

Continuing healing to
(((((((((((((((((((Julie)))))))))))))))))
and
(((((((((((((((((hubby)))))))))))))))))))

Love

Hello to All!

I have been up/awake for over 2 days now. I am very tired. I have spent the afternoon with my doctors at the University Hospital this afternoon.

They did exams and are trying to get consults scheduled , along with scans of the CNS.

I am extremely exhausted and in tremendous pain. I need to go to bed.

I see PMs from various people, for which I am thankful.

Please forgive me for the fact that I must go to bed right now.

Dh had tired to take me out to quick meal while on our way home and I was alseep at the restaraunt table... repeatedly!

Please forgive me! I will get to you emails/PMs tomorrow. I just have to go to bed.

Thank you, each one, for your love and thoughtfulness.

With Love and Deep Appreciation,
Julie

Deep, restorative sleep and freedom from all pain and discomfort.

(((((((((((((Julie))))))))))))))

Replacing any negative energies with soothing, healing light.

Don't worry about responding to any of us until you are feeling up to it - Our love surrounds you.