Dear Mhari,

I am deeply touched to read your loving and encouraging message this morning!

I am trying to remain mindful of "allowing" for enough sleep. (My natural tendency is to become very goal-oriented about all of the areas in which I feel I have fallen behind. This can exacerbate pain/tension and can also shorten sleep time. I am trying to remind myself to "pace" my tasks.)

I was a very dedicated athlete until I had become very ill. I was very fast, organized and "driven" in sports as well as in any "tasks." I have found it very difficult to overcome that natural tendency... even when it does not serve me well! I am still working on allowing more "pacing," however.

I am also working on correcting bodily/cellular pH. The "offending medication" really threw that so far off. It had already been somewhat off. Correcting that and keeping it in proper balance should be helpful. Once I had learned about this (several years ago) and had then learned to gain and maintain a balance in pH, I never feel well (at all) without a proper balance.

I am also working on my health in other ways...and looking at new ways/methods...always.

Dearest Mhari, thank you for encouraging me to continue to "offer." Thank you for understanding how vital this is for me/my well-being. "Offering" is vitally important to my soul. (I find it so much easier to "offer" than to "receive.") While I need to learn to strike a balance in "offering" and in "receiving," as well, giving up "offering" would have thrown this "out-of-balance" in the other direction!

Once we become keenly aware of the fact that we are here to help to heal, we cannot "stop" doing so. At times, we might need to "slow down" or take brief breaks; yet, whenever we are able to do so, if this is our "calling," there is no question about whether or not continuing to "offer" is in our best interest!

(I am much worse off if I try to ignore my true calling. I'd have one unhappy soul! Although "energy medicine" may be relatively new to me, I have spent a lifetime devoted to helping and healing, using other modalities.)

As you know, while "offering," the Universal Life Force Energy also goes through my body, heart and soul. This is another important reason for me to continue offering.

Mhari, I am grateful for your message to me this morning!

Thank you for the reassurances, the "directions," and also for the understanding of my needs for "balance."

Most of all, Mhari, thank you for all you give/share with everyone.

With Love and Deep Appreciation,
Julie

Julie - you embody the statement "that to give you shall receive" You give us all so very much!!! It is our blessing that you found us!

I am so glad that you are able to work with your medical support so well.
((((((((((((Julie's Doctors and medical staff))))))))))
For continued enlightenment and expansion of belief.


((((((((( Julie ))))))))))))
For relief, enlightenment, healing and joy.

I am so glad you are feeling better and I know how draining chronic pain can be being in a position to see it all the time at work as well as my own.

(((((((Julie)))) I continue to send to you and I thank you for the info about the chiropractors for Thor. May your pain continue to lessen and your sleep be ever deeper and restorative.

Barb

Julie, may you be blessed beyond measure! may all the love you offer be returned to you ten fold!
Great Healing blessings to you.

Hugs and soothing Love
karen

Dear Jana,

I am grateful, too, for your lovingkindness, your continued encouragement and more!

Despite sometimes having very different viewpoints, especially many years ago (with the very same doctors), I have put effort into viewing our alliances as "holy," even when they'd seemed so much less than "holy" at times.

It did not take much time before all of these relationships became holy (and/or more whole).

In each of my relationships with my doctors, we have a firm agreement to be present, to hear one another out and to each do our very best. We also have agreed to forgive one another whenever we have needed to do so. Within these relationships, we have all made "errors," as we are all human. Through all of these years, working together, we have been blessed to all work with one another.

The "team" becomes increasingly cohesive every year. The "cohesive" part has taken several years, as we have had to wait for a couple to "outgrow" their overwhelming need to be "competitive" with all other doctors.

Thank you for your specific mention of this need. This mutual cooperation is vitally important.

I am grateful I was somehow led to find my QT Fambly. I was not even knowingly searching for "QT" before arriving here. I'd said a prayer, requesting divine direction, and landed here and I still do not know exactly how that had occurred.

To quote a piece in a Course in Miracles:

"Alone I can do nothing,
But together our minds fuse into something
Whose power is far beyond
The power of separate parts.
The kingdom cannot be found alone,
And you who are kingdom
Cannot find yourself alone."


While working together, especially in "holy" relationship, motivated by best of intentions and mutual honor, we can all come together with Source and...we are more likely to hit the jackpot of... together finding Grace!

I find this truth very exciting!

While I tend to have a "hopeful soul," for everyone, I need to "team up with" others, in "holy" relationships, in order to fully find....even myself...and then move on with (In relationship with) others to find Grace.

The opportunities for entering into truly "holy" relationships is tremendous here!

I am extremely grateful for the opportunity to participate here, in any manner.

I am also so grateful for the love that shines upon me from QT Fambly.


Jana, I deeply appreciate all of the healing love you have shared with me!

With Love and Deep Gratitude,
Julie

Dear Barb and Karen,

We were all writing/posting at similar times!

My deep gratitude to each of you for your many posts of healing love and continued support!

I am deeply touched by each post made by each of you!

I can definitely feel the love and blessings coming through from the posts made by each of you! Wowzer!

Imagne this:

Today, the weather where I live is dark, cold and sleeting. This has gone on for so many hours, some homes are losing power, as the power lines are being brought down by falling trees, etc. We are having one of our "ice storms." Limbs are falling all around us, with a huge "thud" because they are so laden with the weight of the combination of heavy wet snow, covered by ice!

According to the nature of illness(es), I should be in horrific pain. I would usually be in horrific pain in this weather.

For some reason , the pain has receded today, instead of remaining the same and/or increasing!

This is because of the love you all are sharing with me!

This truth is astounding!

Each person's love is coming through strongly, even despite the poor weather! Should not the horrible weather interrupt my "reception?" It's all reaching me, without fail!

Barb and Karen, I am grateful beyond words!

With Love and Gratitude,
Julie

Hi Julie,

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You are an incredible healer, looking back how you were feeling about 2 weeks ago and now !, really fantastic, I am so glad and you keeping so strong and positive is so inspiring to me and I guess to all

Julie: This is because of the love you all are sharing with me! and you with us

With Love to you and complete healing
Pinky

Dear Pinky,

I am so happy to have a note from you!

You have been a mojor source of encouragement and love since I'd first arrived here, last year! You'd hopped in immediately, with both feet, and gave me some important info. and extra warm welcoming messages, too, on the board and via "PM" messages. I cannot tell you how important your assistance had meant to me then and how much it continues to mean to me!

I am claiming healing (while knowing the symptoms and degree of illness will continue to fluctuate some)!

Today is a more difficult day; yet, we will keep moving forward and making progress. I fully realize the road ahead will be a bit "bumpy!"

That's okay with me!

While I would, as anyone would, prefer complete absence of symptoms and illness... forever, I am truly open to the plan of the Universe. I realize that not everyone was meant to be without illness. It is a part of our human condition and sooner or later, we all live with varying degrees of physical "conditions" and we all must leave this body, this life. "Perfect health" is a high ideal, as you know! Yet, I also remain open to any healing I might receive by the love in the Universe as well. I would be very content with pain and some other symptoms improving and/or becoming more manageable, if that is what is "within the masterplan" for me.

I would like to live life, for as long as possible, staying away from some of the medications usually used. I am grateful for pain meds; yet, I do not want to live my life "snowed" by them, of course, if I am able to do otherwise. Some of the other meds used now for some of the conditions I have been trying to negotiate living with, have horrific side-effects and many I know are actually suffering from cancers from having used them.

I am doing my best to try to stay away from needing to use some of these meds.

Yesterday, when pain control was so great, I was still on my baseline amount of morphine. However, I had been able to decrease it to the amount I was using 2 years ago. That is quite amazing!

I am truly blessed by your love and the love of so many others here!

Pinky, thank you again for everything!
I remain grateful beyond words.

With Love and Deep Gratitude,
Julie

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Just a brief note to all:

I continue to receive healing energy, for which I am very grateful!

I have experienced a much higher level of pain today, yet, things will "fluctuate!" The fact that they can and do fluctuate,is a reminder that the pain level can be lessened!

I attribute the pain today to more tension and the need to remain working on our computer almost all day.(One of thosedays. Lol!)

Please note: I feel extremely fortunate to be able to enter these two posts tonight, as our computer has been grossly dysfunctional all day long!

If I happen to disappear and/or not "post" and/or reply to "PMs," it would be because our computer has been having some serious problems. I am trying to "salvage" the computer, as much as possible. Should we lose computer function for an extended period, I will get back to the site as soon as I am reasonably able to do so.

Thank you, each and every single soul,for continued assistance and encouragement!

With Love and My Deepest Gratitude,
Julie

reading ur posts, you are indeed very strong and positive, and I agree with one of the posters above that you have given a lot to those who read this post.

(((((((Julie)))))))

Love and light to you!

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All of my doctors know I am relying upon distance QT/energy medicine. (They had seen the marked improvement in pain, etc., last year. They are seeing this again.)

Interestingly enough, one of my docs has told me he actually feels very "supported" by the energy offered here on my behalf.

Wow, that is SO exciting!
But really Julie, you don't have to stay sick to teach them about QT. Now that it has their attention you can let yourself get better and put on a workshop for them.

Still remebering you, still sending loving healing energy to you. . .
((((((((((((((((Jullie and husband)))))))))))))))

Christina
Thanks for the compliment.
Even tho Randy is the Certified Laughter Leader (I'm just certifiable at this point) I have been Absurdified by hisself, Swami Beyondananda, as a True Comic-kazi Warrior and Foo Ling Master.

A QUick Note of Thanks:

Widdlepuke: How nice to have a note from you! Thank you for the encouragement! I truly appreciate this! If you are a "QT Newbie, may I extend a warm "Welcome to a Fantastic Fambly!"

Christina: Thank you for your continued encouragement and your loving humor!

That's an interesting comment you've made!

I have often wondered if a part of the "purpose" in all of this has been to have a small impact on some form of a shift in thinking...even for a few doctors? The length of the relationships has allowed for my continued presentation of ideas "new" to them and I have seen the "shifting" within them. Things some used to "scoff at" 15 years ago...they no longer "scoff" at! Some they actually recommend to other patients.

Yet, you bring up a great point! I would so much enjoy offering any "new information" (to them and/or to me) via a more healthy body offering a workshop and/or even a hands on demonstration? Lol!

So...you are "right on!"
(But then... you knew that! )

Thanks for sharing whatever you are led to share! It's important stuff!

Thanks again for all you have offered/shared!

To Everyone, including the dear people sending PM messages and to the Silent Angels:

I am extremely grateful for all of the love and healing offered here! I continue grateful beyond words!

If you have sent me a PM recently, it may take me a little while to respond. I will get to them as soon as I am able to do so. See update, next on thread.

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

With Love and Deep Gratitude,
Julie

A Very Brief Update:

I have a moment to write a brief update.

I am limited by the amount of pain I am in again.
I am not sure as to why I am in severe physical pain again. Yet, I am investigating this.

I am in excruciating pain (entire body). This has been the case again for two days. This may simply be a part of healing and/or still "detoxing" from the med I'd reacted to so severely. It may be active autoimmune activity (which is definitely what it feels like to me).

I will see my Rheumatologist late in the day tomorrow. I must go now in order to try to "catch a ride" to the lab for labwork for which the doc will have the results on when we meet tomorrow. (I do not drive when in so much pain and when increasing the dose on morphine, etc. It just is not a safe thing to do!)

I was able to make it out for a couple of hours on Monday night and was able to do an informal "pitch" on QT healing with horses and with people. That was fun!

Again, my heartfelt thanks to everyone!

With Love and Deep Gratitude,
Julie

Julie I am so sorry you are in great pain again.
Sending that your pain will lighten and lift like a feather in the wind.

((((((Julie)))))) for comfort and good test results.

Barb

Julie,

So very sorry for what you're going through, and you have my heartfelt wishes for a release from this terrible pain. You are an inspiration for the way you can maintain such a beautiful attitude in spite of what you must go through on a continual basis.

Sending to you for relief for this persistent and severe pain:
((((((((((((((((((Julie)))))))))))))))))))

Love,

Denise